Mmkay, well I wrote this blog a little while back and never posted it but now I'm feeling reckless and stupid so I feel like posting it...
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I want you to know that I know that I don't know everything in the fucking universe. I know I'm ignorant, high-strung, bitchy, and a little warped. Whatever I post here, don't take everything to heart. For the love of Jesus I'm only human.

Maybe what I want to say here is more fit for a more private blog, called my-journal-that-nobody-reads-ever. Frankly, I'm beginning to care less and less though. Here's the truth. I'm dying to get people to really understand me. So far, I have a few amazing friends that know me inside and out like a dissected frog. But I need more people. It gets crowded after a while. GOD BLESS MY AMAZING FRIENDS but it's time to make new ones.
And yes, I'm aware that my attitude is very bogus. I'm forcing deep parts of my soul under the microscope to eyes that belong to people I don't even know. If you already know me please speak up or something. Yeah, I know I haven't shown this blog to my facebook community, but still. If you're really pro at creeping you would've noticed I've posted the URL to this on my bio page to both facebook and deviant art. *face of irritation*

That's a problem with people nowadays. You rarely find people that are actually thorough. We're all getting lazy, and it's bullshit. I wish I could be building my own little camp fire right now, roasting teryaki tapir on a spit, sitting on the dirt, not in this comfy chair. I want to be working hard at something I really care about, not at something I don't give to shits for. Again, oh God, let me live my life the way I want! It will be devoid of most drugs, alcohols, and reckless sex, I promise!
Don't take that all too seriously.

Oh great God, OH UNIVERSE I JUST WANT TO BE FREE! amen hallelujah please turn to the next psalm in your booklet!!